"Vacations" in Europe

Vacations are definitely not a time to rest. We have been from one place to another, visiting places, meeting friends and family members. I miss my routine already. Although, I do think I kind of disconnected a little from all my infertility issues. 

 

Last week we bought all the injections I will be starting tomorrow for the IVF procedure. I am so scared already. My husband will be the one administrating it. 

I am still using the spray Synarela. My only concern with this medicine is that I haven’t been taking it the same time every day. I don’t have a routine anymore and sometimes I forget to bring it with me. I didn’t feel much difference during my period while taking this medicine. I do feel like a burning sensation in my lower back. I have no idea what it is really doing but from what I read it is used to help endometriosis and before you start ovary stimulation. I thought I would miss my period, it was one of the symptoms Synarela may cause, but Aunt Flo came very inconveniently when we were visiting Barcelona.

Yesterday we had a little fight. We have a girl name that we like and sometimes we use it when toying with the idea of having a child. Between beers my hubby blabbered it out with his friends and I reprimanded him. He took it seriously and got really mad at me, saying I can’t make him hide things. I don’t think this is the kind of information you spread before even getting pregnant. Anyway, I guess it doesn’t matter anymore.

I am crossing my fingers and praying to God for this month.