On the 31st. of this Month I will be 27 years
old. I prayed so much to be blessed with a BFP this week, but instead I got my
period yesterday. This cycle’s been so
painful. It first started with spotting on CD11. Then I had cramps every other
day, nothing major, but noticeable. From yesterday I feel like my whole abdomen
is very sensitive. Everything hurts. The cramps are awful. I lost count of how
many Ibuprofen, Aspirin, Fish oil and Red Raspberry capsules I took already.
Nothing seems to work. Today I don’t have so much pain but I feel very
uncomfortable, my back hurts and I am passing lots of clots.
I really don’t understand. I thought that with changes in my
diet, all the supplements I am taking, exercising regularly and acupuncture, my
body would be healing faster. Today I feel like giving up on all of this. What is
the point?
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